BABE ❤

I badly want to write something about my NEW LOVE LIFE. But every time I write, I just can’t focus; I mean I suck at writing when I’m in love. I don’t know why, but this time I will try my best just to write my feelings and my thoughts with the one I TRULY LOVE. Let’s start! ;)

I always pray to God that I hope someday He will give the right person for me to love, the person who will accept my flaws and my imperfection, that someone who will love me unconditionally and most especially that someone who will never leave me no matter what happens. Before, I thought that FOREVER never exist in real life. I always say that FOREVER is not true, eventually people will leave you and you will be alone. I also laugh at couple’s sweet acts and corny yet sweet messages. I find them really annoying and irritating. There comes a time that I never believe in TRUE LOVE. Yes I’ve experienced that before but see what happened? That person leaved me. You can’t blame me for being bitter with the things that are connected with the powerful word “LOVE”. But as what other people say, FORGET the PAST, MOVE ON, ENJYOY THE PRESENT and BE READY for the FUTURE. I can’t say that I already forget the memories from the past, I can’t ever do that. My past is special to me even though I experienced the worst heart break ever, but I learned many things about my past, and all I want to say is “THANK YOU!” :)

So now let’s talk about my NEW LIFE, my NEW LOVE LIFE, my NEW INSPIRATION, my NEW WORLD, my NEW WEAKNESS, my NEW STRENGTH, my NEW HOPE and most specially my NEW BABE. Words are not enough to express how happy I am being in a relationship with you. (I feel like crying now, tears of joy.) I’m so blessed having you in my life. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABE! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I never thought that someone like you will change my life easily. I mean, I’m afraid to love again but you never fail to make me feel special with you. You always told me that we will be together FOREVER and this time, I BELIEVE that there’s FOREVER in reality. I will never leave you. I’m all yours and I am willing to do everything just to save our relationship. I know that I will never fight this battle alone because I trust you babe. I know that you’re different from other people, you’re different from my past relationships and I THANK YOU FOR THAT. You know what? God blessed me so much knowing that I’ve already found what I’ve been looking for, long time ago. You’re my life and I don’t want to lose you. I will never forget what we had and I know there are more memories that we will share because we will be together FOREVER. I see my future with you babe. :) I REALLY DO LOVE YOU. Don’t doubt that because that’s true. You told me that I’m your first love and that really made me feel LUCKIER and BLESSED with you. I will never let you experience what I’ve experienced from the past. The pain is a nightmare. I’M ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU BABE. I LOVE YOU! :) When I’m with you, I feel so complete and infinite. Remember our long hugs, long talks and long holding hands? Those are really PRICELESS. I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! :) Yes we had fights but we always end up saying SORRY and I LOVE YOU with each other. I don’t want to lose you babe, PROMISE. Stay what and who you are, pls. don’t change. I LOVE YOU FOREVER BABE! You keep on bugging me that we should go away and live our lives together. HAHA. OO KALMA LANG BABE, MAGTATANAN DIN TAYO! LOL :D So today is our 69’th day of being together and I’m still looking forward for our relationship. 2 months and still counting, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABE! :)

Hey reader! Don’t be afraid to fall in love. There’s someone out there who is waiting (wait my babe just texted me. Wihihihi XD) for you. If that someone crosses your life, DON’T HESITATE TO TELL WHAT YOU FEEL. Don’t be afraid because regret is always there. There’s no harm in telling the truth, PRIDE? Throw that because it will and it can never help you. I HOPE YOU’RE ALSO IN LOVE RIGHT NOW BECAUSE BEING IN LOVE WITH THE PERSON WHO IS ALSO IN LOVE WITH YOU IS THE GREATEST FEELING ON EARTH. STAY IN LOVE! :D

P.S - THANK GOD I'VE FINISHED THIS. I LOVE YOU BABE :)

//R.M.E//

NEW LIFE.

My heart is full of love that it might explode anytime. Lol. O.A ba? Pero I’m really in loved right now. I don’t care if we’re not in a relationship as long as I know that SHE LOVE ME AND I DO LOVE HER. It’s enough for me. Ang sweet lang namin. Araw-araw magka’text kami tapos walaaaa, kinikilig ako pati sya sabi nya kinikilig daw sya. Hahahaha. Ang saya lang. Ang saya saya ko! Buti nag message sya ng ganon sakin sa fb kung hindi, hindi pa siguro kami magiging close ng sobra. Hindi ko ‘to sinusulat para lang ipamukha nan aka move on na ako or ginagawa ko lang to para lang magpaselos. Wala rin namang magseselos. Sinusulat ko ‘to kasi eto yung nasa isip ko ngayon. I mean, SYA nalang palagi ang nasa isip ko. Naninibago lang ako kasi WOW! NAKA MOVE ON NA PALA TALAGA AKO. HAHAHA. Palagi nya akong sinasabihan ng I LOVE YOU. Hahaha. Tapos kagabi nagtampo pa sya. Gusto lang din magpalambing ehh. Pinapamigay ko na daw sya, ehh joke lang naman yun. Ahh basta parang naulit yung experience ko dati. Ang saya lang talaga. Haha :D I’m STARTING TO LOVE MY NEW LIFE NOW. Alam nyo yun?? Yung feeling na ilang taon ako nag’move on sa isang taong hindi naman na talaga babalik sakin. Ilang taon ko sinayang yung buhay ko sa kaka isip na BAKA PWEDE PA MAGING KAMI ULIT. Hanggang sa dumating sya sa buhay ko. THANKFUL ako sakanya kasi, SHE SAVED MY SINKING LIFE. Naks! Katext ko sya ngayon. Nag I love you nanaman. Wihehehehehhe XD Tinatamad na nga ako mag FB/TWITTER/TUMBLR kasi naman, katext ko sya. Hahaha. Basta importante sya sa buhay ko & I really want to forget the past. Not the person but maybe kasama na din yun. I mean, ayoko ng maalala yung mga nangyari dati kasi ang tagal na nun. Andito nadin naman sya kaya mas naging exciting ang buhay ko. Haha. So hanggang dito na muna kasi SYA muna bago ibang bagay. Hahhahaha :DD BYE! :)

//R.M.E//

AM I IN LOVE AGAIN?

AHHHHHHHHHHH! HELLO! Sorry kinikilig ako ngayon. Ang ganda ng pasok ng August sa buhay ko. HAHA. So kwento muna ako. Kasi nung August 1 mga 3 ata ng hapon nag message sakin sa tumblr yung former best friend ko pero hindi nadin naman nagreply. Hahaha XD tapos may nagmessage din sakin sa fb. Nagulat ako kasi, oo kilala ko sya. 3^rd Year Philosophy Student na crush ng ibang classmates ko. Actually hindi ko din sya makikilala kung hindi dahil sa mga classmates ko eh. Hindi kami close, hindi ko pa nga yun nakaka usap sa personal kasi nga ewan? Hindi ko din napapansin ang presence nya dati ehh. Ang alam ko lang, maganda sya. Pero nung araw nayun, nabigla ako kasi habang hinihintay ko reply nung former “best friend” ko eh nagchat sya na “I love you ate rona. Yun lang po. Hehe <3” syempre nagulat ako pero at the same time napa smile kasi naman, ang sweet kaya. Hahahaha. Alam mo yung feeling na hindi kayo close, hanggang ngitian lang din kayo tapos bigla sya magchachat ng ganon. Hahaha.  Pero biglang offline sya nung magrereply na ako. Nagtaka tuloy ako. HOHO. Tapos nagreply ako na “hehe oh bakit?? :* ily din. Haha :D” pero hindi na sya nag OL ulit. Kaya yun, naging malaking QUESTION MARK yung sinabi nya sakin. Pero napangiti ako dun ahh. Hindi ko maalis sa utak ko yung sinabi nya pati na din syempre sya. Wihieeeee. Tapos nung pumasok na ako mga 4 na ata ako naka punta ng school tinanong ko mga cassmates ko kung may number sila kay bebegurl ehh sa wala daw kaya wala ako nagawa. Kinaumagahan naman which is kanina lang (11:00pm na kasi ngayon), may induction yung mga officers sa College namin kaya from 8:00am to 4:00pm nandon kami. Pero may pasok talaga dapat kaming 3:00pm kaso matagal natapos kaya humabol nalang kami. So nung tapos na pumunta na kami sa room. Ang subject namin ay “Principles of Marketing”. Etong subject na’to ELECTIVE namin, meaning choice naming na subject sa management. Course lang namin ang may elective. Magstart ang elective subject pag 3^rd year na kaya may classmates kaming 3^rd Year Philo din na yun yung kinuhang subject. Get’s nyo? Haha XD Anyway, pagpasok namin sa room nagsisimula na yung discussion kasi mga officers lang naman yung kelangan dun sa induction. Tapos nagulat ako kasi CLASSMATE KO PALA SYA! As in pagtingin ko sa mga 3^rd year nandon sya! Sabi sainyo ehh, hindi ko talaga sya masyado napapansin pero ngayon, PANSIN NA PANSIN KO NA SYA! Awkward nga kasi nung naka upo na ako tumingin ako sakanya tapos nakatingin din pala sya bigla akong nahiya. Pucha. Hahahaha. Kaya yun, focus nalang sa nagdidiscuss sa unahan pero pasulyap-sulyap parin ako. Haha. Tapos nung uwian na gusto ko sya lapitan tapos kausapin kung may prob sya. Malay nyo kasi emo emo sya kaya nya lang yun na chat pero nahiya ako kaya lumabas nalang din ako ng room. Hahaha. Tapos ngayon naman na gabi tinignan ko kung OL sya pero hindi tapos nakita ko OL yung classmate nya kaya nagPM ako na hingin ko yung number ni _____ tapos binigay naman nya kaya yun, tinext ko agad. Tapos ang bilis ng reply. Hahaha. Kaya etooo, katext ko pa sya ngayon at wala ehh, ang sweet nya. Ang cuteee pa. hahaha. Pero ayokong mag expect kasi naman I know the feelingggg na ehhh. Nuks! Basta masayang masaya ako ngayon. Parang nafeel ko nanaman yung nafeel ko dati. Bumalik nanaman ang mala’nobela kong reply ehh. Hahaha. Bastaaa GUSTO KO SYA. :D

//r.m.e//

HONESTY HOUR.

I'm super bored so I look for some questions on tumblr to be posted and answered HERE! Happy Reading :))

1: Is there a boy/girl in your life?

·         Absolutely yes. Both girl & boy.  LOL. MY FRIENDSSSS! :D

2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?

·         YES. :)

3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”

·         CAT. :)

4: What’s something you really want right now?

·         DSLR dude. :)

5: Are you afraid of falling in love?

·         Hmm I must say YES but eventually, I’ll love that feeling. :)

6: Do you like the beach?

·         Yep :)

7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?

·         Yeah, when I was in High School.

8: What’s the background on your cell?

·        

9: Do you like your phone?

·         SUPER. :)

10: Honestly, are things going the way you planned?

·         Not really but I’m trying. :)

11: Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?

·         Y.L is the clue :)

12: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?

·         Literally writing, of course it’s physical pain because we can feel it physically but since I live in emotional life, I’ll go to emotional pain because it’s hard to hide the pain. I mean, we can never see how deep is the scar was. We can never heal the pain easily unlike the pain physically. There are so many medicines for that but emotional pain is different. When it comes to love, when the one we love hurt us we’re hurt not physically but emotionally, right? So from those evidences, I think emotional pain hurts the most. :)

13: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?

·         I’d rather visit the Art Museum. I believe that animals should live their lives free like humans but seeing them inside the zoo having their own cage or pen is like removing what I believe. Yes they’re safe inside the zoo but they must be free and procreate their own lives. This is just my idea so don’t be mad at me if you love Zoo. In Art Museum, at least I will have the chance to see different arts from different famous artists. I want to be a artist someday but nah, forget it! LOL :)

14: Are you tired?

·         I’m tired every day, physically, mentally and emotionally. Don’t know why.

15: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?

·         Nope. Being friends again, maybe. :)

16: When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?

·         July 14, 2013 (Not exactly a talk, Just a message on Tumblr, LOL)

17: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?

·         Why not? :)

18: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

·         LOL but yeah :)

19: How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?

·         2 (1 from my bestfriend/classmate and 1 from my babes/classmate)

20: Is there a certain quote you live by?

·         “Don’t assume from anybody. They might hurt you.” – (r.m.e)

21: What’s on your mind?

·         FOOD and WORDS.

22: Do you have any tattoos?

·         Nope. :)

23: What is your favorite color?

·         Red

24: Who are you texting?

·         Cycy :)

25: Who are you chatting?

·         Bummie :)

26: Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?

·         Nope -__-

27: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?

·         YES! When there will be a surprise exam! LOL

28: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?

·         Of course I DO. :)

29: Do you think anyone has feelings for you?

·         NOPE. As I’ve written a while ago, DON’T ASSUME. :)

30: Has anyone ever told you, you have pretty eyes?

·         YEP! :)

31: Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?

·         OUCH. HAHAHAHA NO, REALLY JK! Uhmmm I’ll just say “Woahhh” :D

32: Were you single on Valentine’s Day?

·         YEP! :)

33: Are you friends with the last person you kissed?

·         I DON’T KNOW. MAYBE YES, MAYBE KNOW. IT’S COMPLICATED. HAHA

34: What do your friends call you?

·         I have lots of friends so I’ll just put here our endearments. Here are some: Rona, Nah, Taba, Ronabeybe, Bummie, Puge, Honeybunch, Babes, Beh, Runa, Tooot, Baby, Anak, Tubz, Bhest and etc. :)

35: Has anyone upset you in the last week?

·         Yes, my mother. :3

36: Have you ever cried over a text?

·         Yeah, I experienced that before.

37: Where’s your last bruise located?

·         My left hand. :3

38: What is it from?

·         I don’t know either. :3

39: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?

·         Hmmm when I was writing my previous post on this blog.

40: Who was the last person you were on the phone with?

·         Lyvy Marinda (Former Classmate/Friend)

41: Do you make supper for your family?

·         Yep, sometimes. :)

42: Top 3 web-pages?

·         Tumblr

·         Twitter

·         Facebook

43: Do you know anyone who hates shopping?

·         ME. :)

44: Does anything on your body hurt?

·         The back part of my body. -___-

45: Are goodbyes hard for you?

·         ABSOLUTELY YES! Tsss

46: What do you usually do first in the morning?

·         Check my Phone and eventually pray. :)

47: Do you think two people can last forever?

·         No. There’s no such thing as forever. :)

48: Think back to January 2007, were you single?

·         YES.

49: When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug?

·         I don’t know exactly but when they need, I’ll give it to them. :)

50: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?

·         YEAH. :3

51: When will be the next time you text someone?

·         Tomorrow :)

52: Where will you be 5 hours from now?

·         School, ughhh

53: What were you doing at 8 this morning?

·         Eating. LOL

54: This time last year, can you remember who you liked?

·         There’s only one person I Liked. So it’s not hard to remember who I Liked. :)

55: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

·         SHE. :)

56: Did you kiss or hug anyone today?

·         Hug yes but kiss nope. :)

57: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?

·         I hope tomorrow will be a good day for me. :)

58: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?

·         Super yes! -____-

59: How many windows are open on your computer?

·         4 :)

60: How old will you be in 5 months?

·         19 :3

61: Where is your Mum right now?

·         Sleeping, it’s 1:49am right now! :)

62: Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?

·         Because that person doesn’t like and love me anymore.

63: Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?

·         Yeah, we always do it. (With my classmate)

64: Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?

·         YEP. :)

65: Is there anyone you know with the name Mike?

·         YESSS!

66: Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?

·         YES. ^_^

67: How many people have you liked in the past three months?

·         2

68: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?

·         SURE :)

69: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care?

·         R U KIDDING ME?? OF COURSE I WILL! :)

70: What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?

·         We ate together. :)

71: Who was your last received call from?

·         From my friend LYVY. :)

72: What is something you wish you had more of?

·         MONEY.

73: Have you ever trusted someone too much?

·         YES. :(

74: Do you sleep with your window open?

·         NOOOOOOOO! I’M TOO SCARED. :)

75: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?

·         YEAH :(

76: Does sex mean love?

·         NOPE. If you love the person, don’t think sex at all.

77: You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?

·         Not really. :)

78: Did you sleep alone this week?

·         Yep :)

79: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?

·         YES I HAVE. MY FRIENDS & FAMILY. DUHH?! :)

80: Do you believe in love at first sight?

·         YUP! I experienced it all over again. LOL :)

81: Who was the last person that you pinky promise?

·         My bestfriend/ classmate now. :)